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摘自BBS批踢踢沙灘絕愛板GEKKAKAJIN《練習》一文
看了沒鼻酸的傢伙就是踏碼的沒血沒淚
……雖然看完上半度就知道是加上洋蔥的狗血（淚）


●「我始終沒告訴你我應該對你說的話：
　　真正讓我度過每天的就是知道當晚我會睡在你身旁，
　　　　　　　　　　　　　知道我有個在早上醒來的理由。
　　我不確定你現在能不能聽到我說話，或這些話對於你是否有任何影響。
　　但起碼我想讓你知道……」
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●「For the first time I feel time like a heartbeat, the seconds
　　pumping in my breast like a reckoning; the numinous mysteries
　　that once seemed so distant and unreal threatening clarity in
　　the presence of a truth entertained not in youth, but only in
　　its passage. I feel these words as if their meaning were weight
　　being lifted from me, knowing that you will read them and share
　　my burden as I have come to trust no other. That you should know
　　my heart, look into it, finding there the memory and experience
　　that belong to you, that are you, is a comfort to me now as I feel
　　the tethers loose and the prospects darken for the continuance
　　of a journey that began not so long ago, and which began again
　　with a faith shaken and strengthened by your convictions. If not
　　for which I might never have been so strong now as I cross to face
　　you and look at you incomplete, hoping that you will forgive me
　　for not making the journey with you.」　有空再查<囧>


●「有時，我幾乎作夢
　　我也以聖人的方式渡過一生
　　再度踏上熟悉的小路
　　偶然間，我在許久前死於傲慢的自恃中
　　在該舉動中
　　對於再次機會的祈求如此熱烈的升起，如此……
　　死亡告知了較為清晰的直覺
　　生命被抹殺的不太完整
　　而是足以維持朦朧記憶的零亂殘骸
　　此時，目標似乎又已在望……」